People change. Friends become strangers. Things goes wrong.
Shit happens, but life goes on .
Let me tell you a secret. I miss you.
Time flies. It's already July.
3 more weeks till trial exam. 3 more months till PMR .
For what I'm counting down the days ?! I'm not even touching my books. zz
Tried to study but end up typing shits here. Fail .
Seriously, go and study you little brat.
Why you still have time to sit here and blog about it ?
gahhhh I don't wanna talk about it anymore. mukatsuku.
Teehee. Can't talk fluently these few days.
What's in my head was just Japanese, Japanese, and Japanese.
Tried to talk properly but can't. What's wrong with me?!
stop this shit please.
I'm in love with books. What's wrong with me?! :b
I guess I understand the meaning of 'Living' .
生きるの意味は少しわかった .
What hurts you today makes you stronger tomorrow.
Went to watch Despicable Me 2 today with idiots . :b
and my mum forced me to bring my siblings .
ishh . thinking back about it makes me angry.
stopppppppppppp . okay stop
And then I went to my piano class with this frowning face.
suddenly my teacher walks in with my results slip and show it to me.
At first I was shocked . high distinction? you fucking kidding me?
then I checked my name. teehee. happy la now .
never got this high marks . hard work paid .
but still ,
Just still not good enough.
Still a long way to go.
Everything changed.
But what didn't change was my feelings for you.
Feelings that come back are feelings that never left .
chi. Maybe this is true .
この思いは君に届けたい。 どうすればいいの ? わかない。
勇気 ? そんな物なら私にはありません。
I'm still not fond of opening up myself to others. Even the closest friends.
I'm still living in my own little world.
And I'm not planning of getting out from it.
Don't expect much from me. GTFO.
I have my own way of doing things. Stop giving me orders.
“ Learn to appreciate what you have, because you will never know
if one day you will regret losing them . ”
“ Learn not to care about how people think about you.
Just be yourself. ”
——Something I've learnt.
Stay strong, because things will get better. It might be stormy now,
but it can't rain forever.
I miss you .
Dear brain, you're such a douchebag.
What do you think you are doing in the middle of the night?!
So stop thinking.
